I had my suppression check yesterday. I think it went well. Thankfully, there were no dominant follicles and no cysts, either of which could have resulted in the cycle being canceled. However, I had very few follicles that showed up in the scan. Just 5 to be precise. 3 on the left side and 2 on the right. The doctor said there were a few small ones he could see on the right ovary but I couldn’t help feeling bummed. I have an AFC of 13 and it’s stayed that way through the past year. Our last IVF I had 9 follicles which had been upsetting enough. How could the number go down by so much? The doc told me not to worry about this; he said this was not an AFC per se and that CCRM also at this stage was not concerned about the no. of follicles (they hadn’t even checked the ‘follicles no.’ box on the lab order they sent). The more important thing was that there were no dominant follies and that things essentially looked good to go. I reasoned with myself that the priming also might have contributed to the low follie count in some way.
I decided to take that info positively and walked down to the Quest lab to get my blood drawn for hormone levels. The lady at the front desk can be pretty moody at times and it was sheer luck that I found her in a great mood. She drew the blood efficiently and sent me packing with the promise that she would courier it out soonest so results could be faxed stat to CCRM.
The rest of the day was a nervous mess as I kept fielding calls from CCRM asking me why my blood-work had not reached them yet. At one point things got pretty stressful as they were about to shut down for the day and Quest had told me that it might take them another couple hours to fax the results out! Thankfully, just 3 minutes before closing I got a call from my nurse and she said they have the report, all looks okay and I am good to go with the stims. In the meantime, I had ample opportunity to get my anxiety levels shooting through the roof as I relentlessly scoured the internet looking for some reassurance that my poor follie count was not an absolute cop-out and there were examples of women having similar numbers yet being successful. All the suppression check posts I found, though, were of women with a thumping 10-20 follies, despite the priming. Thankfully, I had to step out of the house for my acupuncture session which finally put an end to my cyber-stressing! We ended up having a nice evening with my parents and my brothers family joining us for dinner at a restaurant.
I took my first shot of menopur 150IU today in the morning. I know from experience than menopur burns a lot but perhaps because I was expecting it to, it wasn’t all that bad. It’s finally hit me that the cycle is underway and that we are leaving for Denver in 3 days. Hopefully, there will be enough to occupy my mind so that I won’t be going nuts agonizing over each ultrasound and blood-work result. I plan to take my school work with me, go out a lot while we’re there and treat it like a mini-break of sorts. Tomorrow, we are headed to the NorthFace outlet to get some warm gear for our trip.
Keeping fingers crossed!